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I knew early on that I am not cut out for being in an affair. The secrets, the hiding, the lying, the denial, the stolen moments, becoming someone whose behavior does not match one’s self-image or presumed values in general, the cognitive dissonance an affair requires. I can t keep it going. I am meant to be open and honest. I am meant to celebrate my love not hide it away. The secrets, the hiding, the lying, the denial, the stolen moments, becoming someone whose behavior does not match one’s self-image or presumed values We ve discussed taking a break after January (which will still give us time to experience some things we already had planned). We ve talked about what that looks like (no contact or just greatly reduced contact? ) but made no decisions.

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That’s no easy task. But, in truth, it’s for me as much as it is her. I can’t take the torture. And it is, indeed, torture. Self-torture.

She does everything right. She tries to protect me as much as she can. It’s my own mind and imagination that assails me. I need to let go and try to quiet my mind. I need to fill that space with something else.

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Yes, the tide has turned and I feel like it s a matter of time before EVERYTHING changes. And yet I still feel my skin crawling every time I think of the little things. And I don t know how to stop it. And I don t know how much longer I can take it. And I want it all to be worked out yesterday.

I ve read through most of the comments. It actually amuses me a bit to see such certainty and judgment from some of the commenters who have no idea about the details of my situation. YOUR blanket doesn t cover me. Like Robert Browning s The Last Duchess, the narrative reveals more about the speaker than the duchess. Your filters reveal your experiences and biases but have nothing to do with me and my situation.

The day we came back home, she told her husband about us and asked him to move to his parents house. That week, she told her family. As expected, she got little support or understanding. She withdrew from some friends for similar reasons. It was a very private and isolating time.

During this time, we spent more time together than ever. It was a relief to know that our secret was known.

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